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Acadia National Park and Beyond - Pentax 6x7

Acadia National Park - Pentax 6x7

 -- Finally in Glorious Medium Format (that got wasted due to bad metering and waiting too long to get developed)

Usually when I get a large batch of photos, it’s hard for me to do more than an initial triage of the shots. However I waited two years to get these photos developed - the color ones.  I don’t think waiting two years is a good idea. I’d be proud of them if they came out two years ago - I can’t just let the photos sit there and do nothing though, so I’m hosting them here.

(Fujifilm 160NS + Fujifilm Pro 400H pictured right, Fujifilm Acros 100 Below — I’d also like to go on record saying I shot this in 2018 before the lighthouse was a movie. Goddamn New Hampshire ass poser making a movie about Maine.)

If you haven’t read the previous maine travelogue, go ahead and do that. I dunno. I’m really starting to sit on the fence of whether the pentax is really the camera for me - I mean yeah I’ve gotten better over two years but it’s not like i’ve actually put the work in to improve that much using it - it’s not super sustainable for a lot of my daily uses and if you’ve followed me, I’ve done a lot of griping about how I just don’t get quite enough practice with it. Unless I’m in some dire pain - ie the grief suite - then there’s like some crazy override switch in my brain that goes off I can start borrowing on some level of photographic skill that doesn’t usually hit me in standard practice until about a year later -- usually about three to six months now that I’ve figured out how to practice better. (Pro 400h from Acadia National Park Below)

Anyway, I’d like to think a lot of these photos are what I traded for pinch hit grief shooting - don’t get me wrong, there’s some good stuff in here, and unlike the usual travelogue photo dump, I’ve picked it over pretty heavily, but all in all, there’s not much I’d put on my resume, nor is there anything worth going back and cleaning up or rescanning - in my opinion. That said, the feeling in a lot of these is cool, and it’s fun to look back on how I shot in 2018. Anyway - enjoy. (Provia 100f in 120 Below)

Honestly most of  the color film looks like ass here. I can’t tell if it’s because i waited too long to develop all the film or my metering was way off but it all looks *bad* like there’s some neat stuff, but meh, I wouldn’t steak my name on it now.

I thought I was going to make another book or travelogue out of this, but given the context of the trip and who I took it with, I’m kinda happy to share it here as a learning experience and simply be done with it. Y’know?

The gear report (for that SEO Clout): 

A bunch of bergger pancro 400 in 120. A bunch of Acros in 120 (RIP) Some Fujifilm Provia. A whole heaping fuck ton of Fujifilm Pro 400h that quite frankly I wasted -- even worse as the price continues to rise. I almost forgot - there’s some Fujifilm Pro160C in 120 mixed in here. By far my favorite no longer manufactured film/emulsion. Shout out Will Hopkins for scoring me a big ass grip of Fujifilm pro 160NS when he went to Japan. I still need to find a good project for it.

I like 400h a lot - I can’t tell what exactly went wrong -- some of it’s fine some of it isn’t. Same with the Provia 100f. The black and white turned out okay. I mean, I developed it and scanned it myself, and I haven’t really had any major qualms with my own processing in a long time. Longer ago than I shot this (give or take the dust/scan line problem)

All that said, I still don’t feel great about the Bergger Pancro 400. It just never quite turns out like I want it to, and after years of pissing and moaning about it, and not quite ever getting the results I want out of it, I think I’m making the switch to Ilford HP5+. Who knows, I’m really just bloviating here. Sorry. Beyond that this is really where I finally broke down after scanning (thanks Epson V600) and got into canned air - also figuring out how to scan the calibration area. I’m sure I could rescan but, like I said, this isn’t exactly new or relevant material.

Honestly some gripes aside the Provia 100f isn’t too bad -- not quite optimal, but survivable. Y’know? Ah well. Fujifilm, if you’re listening (lord knows you aren’t’/and/or you don’t want to listen to me -- I’ve taken too many potshots for that.)  I’d love to get another whack at Provia 100f again. 

That said -- as long as this is more of a confessional/photodump -- I had an issue with one roll of the bergger Pancro 400 - I got this crazy dot effect -- I hate that I don’t know what I caused it (the leading guess from @clemtaconsix is that it’s air bells) and it’s kinda unusable for most purposes - however the effect is interesting and I’d like to know what caused it -- if you know, and can show evidence I’ll give you the zine of your choosing, and a t-shirt provided I have the size for you.

The Pentax Kit: Pentax 6x7 MLU, Pentax Takumar 45 F/4 Takumar 105mm f/2.4, Takumar 165mm F/2.8. Honestly the Pentax lenses are kinda nuts. I might *actually* like the 55 more than the 45 - now that I’m a year or two away, and I can see the kinda wacky look. I still think the 105 is the best lens in the range - I need to get that stupid ikea lamp so that I can de-yellow the lens but that’s a small fix -- honestly the yellowing looks pretty good on BNW film so I might invest in a yellow filter - or not because hey, I’m not sure this is the right camera for me. That said, when the 6x7 works and shoots right - it really shoots right.

All in I think a 35mm equivalent on a 6x7 of some kind is where I’m headed. Or not. I dunno. It doesn’t really matter what I shoot anymore. They’re just fucking cameras. That said, I do think Medium format does lend a little more gravitas to the images - while still being reasonably portable.

(The Killing Field, Mini-Series on Pro 400h to the right)

The real key takeaway here is don’t sit on your film for two years. Especially when your fridge is unreliably damp and the weather in LA is stupidly hot in the summer and probably cooks your film half to death.

Again, would still highly recommend visiting Acadia National Park - probably my favorite that I’ve been to, although it gets real touristy, and my opinion is tainted with being a native Mainer.

More important than any of that — go buy a zine or in the shop. I'm tryna raise some funds to clear out my backlog, and make way for some actual new stuff.

Houston, Texas (Going Places) - September 2018

Houston, Texas (Going Places) - September 2018 

This was actually meant to be a print zine, or like a printed photo essay, under the name “Going Places.” 

It was very much about my relationship at the time, and a lot of the anxiety around meeting my ex’s family, what does the future look like, etc. I dunno at a year in that stuff is important. I like way too many of the photos, and the project to shelve the thing in my hard drive, but I also feel weird committing it to print, so the blog here seems like a solid compromise.

I think it’s an important set of photos to share (for me), and maybe one of the bigger steps up in quality/skill level/polish for me. I’m not really inclined to say too much about the project or what I made of the environment or much else, but I’ve structured the groupings/blocks of images in the same order I would’ve had them in the zine.

If you’re really curious as to what the zine would’ve looked like, I can shoot you a PDF copy, you can find my contact over on the contact page.

The other thing to note is that this is the last batch of photos I willingly mixed film stocks on. From this point forward, if I used different film stocks on a project or trip it’s because I ran out midway through shooting and needed more/backup, etc. I like all the different films/looks here but really, honestly, I would’ve been better off with a more cohesive overall tone.

Notes for film community folks (that non-film shooters know is pretty unimportant): 

All the color film is Fuji Superia 800. I think the greens actually look really good here, and the speed/grain fits in nicely with setting, and was really useful. I shot it at box speed.I’m working on a review of Superia 800/1600 (NB: Natura 1600 is Superia 1600) and what the viable replacements in the current market are. Hopefully I’ll have that up next week.

The black and white is really where I got into the weeds/into trouble. First of all, alternating color and black and white is really not working for me these days -- like a year later -- it hasn’t been that long -- but I ended up mixing three types of black and white film, with acceptable, but not cohesive results. The imagery itself is fine, but because I waffled around too much the feeling drifts. I think this was one of the first big outings I had with Agfapan APX 100, left un-pushed in post -- which is actually probably the look I’d prefer for the thing. I think the next black and white I shot was one of my few remaining rolls of Acros in 35mm, but pushed to 400 because 1. You can push Acros to 400, and 2. It looks good pushed, and because of the amount of time I was spending in the car, having those extra two stops really helps, when you’re shooting up at 1/500 or 1/1000. I think I had the common sense to bring one roll of Bergger Pancro 400, I know I pushed it to something fast, either 800 or 1600, but I couldn’t tell you off hand. Despite being very different films on paper, the contrast of Pancro 400 when pushed hard matches well with Acros at base, and even more so, when pushed -- I have a hard time telling the difference between the images made from those two emulsions from relatively small images.

Camera details: 

Minolta XD-11 and Rokkor PG-MC 50mm f/1.4. This is where I started to really lean into the “One Camera, One Lens” philosophy, at least as far as travel photography is concerned. The second trip to the Huntington is what really finalized that for me

Thoughts on the location:

Texas is weird. Or as Yankee scum I find it weird. It’s probably actually pretty normal.

For more e-zines and regular zines, please pick up a print zine in the shop!

Going Places

Big Sur -- Memorial Day -- May 2018

Overview of my trip to Big Sur and Central California, one year out. Photos are exclusively Medium Format from the Pentax 6x7 MLU, and shot with a mixture of Fuji Pro 160c, Kodak Portra 160, Fuji Acros 100, Fomapan 100, Fomapan 200, and Bergger Pancro 400.

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